Shopgirl on DVD and thoughts on loneliness

I just watched the movie Shopgirl on DVD over the weekend.
Very thought provoking. Made me long for my home of Los Angeles. Some ariel shots of the skyline were breathtaking.

"Oh Ray, Oh Ray, Oh Ray" - funny stuff


Okay, now onto to thoughts on loneliness...

I guess whenever I feel lonely I wonder why.

Is loneliness a spirit?

Is loneliness a chemical in the brain?

Is loneliness an expressed byproduct caused by an internal stochiochemical reaction resulting from external hidden forces increasing pressure on internal hidden physical forces within the human psyche? Or is it just false perception?

If truth is based on variable conditions permutated over probable iterations to the nth degree [relative truth], then is the experience of loneliness a result of a real feeling based on truth/reality or is loneliness a falsely percieved feeling based on delusion/illusion?

Since the future hasn't happened yet and the past is schewed from years of wisdom, delusion, remorse, and regret - then am I qualified to know the truth of my own feeling of loneliness?

Is it then true that the soul is really at war with the perceived world over memories and dreams that never really existed?


Am I the guinea pig in God's experiment of life?

Are then guinea pigs the human representation of humans in the human experiment of life?

Or are guinea pigs simply guinea pigs in the guinea pig experiment of life?

Are guinea pigs being oppressed?

Do guinea pigs feel lonely too?

If so, I wonder why?

[This is just a mental exercise, since I believe in absolute truth. My faith happens to help me with questions regarding perceptions and reality. Without a deep and meaningful faith, I think I would be feeling needlessly lonely most of the time.]